Cookie Monster...reloaded

so i always thought my favorite treat was chocolate ... for real like al my life and i DO luv chocolate i could never get enough of it but .. i think i'm cheating on my one and only with COOKIES... i love them .. i get more excited when i receive a box of cookies (aslong as they r not just plain vanilla or salty ones) than when i receiove chocolates...
so random that needed to be here :)

As for an update to my soon to be real dream tour... well im only 8 days away of miami, 09 from disney and 13 from my very FIRST HANSON LIVE EXPERIENCE!!!!

the TBL Disease ----> Three Brother Lovers

Oh yeah! ... I'm not ashame (or afraid for that matter) First Hanson (well actually ALWAYS HANSON) now the JB, they r all so cute were...are..once were and still are ...
But i guess it is like fashion
u know how we've using stuff from god knows when ? (60's,70's,80's.... 90's coming soon with baggy lumberjack pants weee...god help us).... well i guess music history repeats itself too hu??
Def not saying they r the same thing one group and the other BUT they share similarities ... come on 3 brothers, making music, being harassed by millions of so called fans .. u know...all that

Hanson evolved (from 97 to 2008) in a very peculiar way they have become what every fanatic in the world would dream... ACCESSIBLE, they share with everyone a mile walk, in pro of helping the fight against poverty and AIDS in Africa (donating 2 dollars for each person that walks with them check out: www.takethewalk.net); so they also became more HUMAN and ADMIRABLE.... and i don't mean admirable in a "OMGOSHHHH ILOVE UUUUU EEEEEEEGGG!!", no no NO those days are gone, i mean admirable, like "WELL DONE GUYS U R DEFINITLY SOMETHING DIFFERENT TRULY TALENTED MUSICIANS, DOING SOMETHING TO HELP YOUR WORLD AND INVOLVING UR FANS GIVING THEM THE RECOGNITION THAT (THE REAL ONES) DESERVED", they have mature as musicians and as persons, us too as fans and as persons; their scream squad became a Walking Team, and i'm really proud to say I've watch this guys grow and develop, 'till they became what they are now, seeing them so successful in every aspect, makes me think to myself *thank God they were the ones i decided to stick with, thank God i knew since day one that they were all about the music and that they were good at it!!* We've become the fans every artist wants: the ones who appreciated them for their talent!, and they've become the artists anyone would want: accessible, human, real, even more talented than before and most important, artists that make us, their fans, part of their life.

So i love those guys, it is, for most, inspiring all the work their pulling to make things happen. So all of that been said, i need to establish: i like the jonas brothers, they've got charisma, they've got talent, YES their gathering (even when they r brothers) was a lil bit of a Disney Setup (but hey sometimes u need someone to throw the idea) but they r good ppl, and hopefully their talent is real; so all i want to say is that i wish all well for those new three guys, which means i probably wish them that they get to evolved as good as the ones who pioneered on the TBL and that in 11 years they get to have REAL fans, a family and a lot of experience in music, as much as they need for being able to go independent if needed, and a heart and morals intact in all those years, u don't need luck actually u just need talent and a very grounded head ...

Hopefully in ten years the JB are going to become as evolved and admirable as Hanson (which doesn't mean they r not real good, it only means that: in ten years of doing the same u definetly become a better whatever u r), and i hope i will be able to follow their career as i did with Hanson; even when at first i felt it like lil bit of a betrayal (liking and comparing both groups), i finally understood, that it is not betrayal when all u r wishing is for a band to have a very good future as the ones before them, i mean i feel like Hanson has make a path to follow, and in no way I'm comparing music or acting or anything, i'm just saying those guys (Hanson) went for a very good path, and i wish the jonas to do so too.
Besides in ten years my beloveds will be doing more music, more evolved, more everything than were they r now, i wish for the jonas the same, that in ten years they will still be doing music, much more better and evolved than were they are now....

Yes this has been the longest post, but its worth it, besides it helps with the TBL :)

Are You Listening?

11 years gone by!!! but it paysss ohhhh it pays ...
two concerts maybe three!!!!!!!!! Finally!!!
and each time i write it or say it ... water all over my eyes ... LOL
i love it!!! and i'll keep loving it!!! It only gets better!!!

Front.

Back.

I want to WALK!!!

HANSON
NEW YORK
NOKIA THEATRE!!!!!!!
I'm gonna make this happen, 10 years later I need this for closure (or for further crazyness!!!!)
I'll do my best until the final golden goal!
Help me God

God gave Rock-n-Roll to Everyone

This is real ... NOT, but it could be

Have anyone seen Camp Rock???

Besides the fact that it is the love story that i've been dreaming about since i can't hardly remember; i have a question or something to say: WHYYY OHHH WHYYYY do i let this movies get to me???

I mean, come on ! i'm 23 years old, there's not a chance that i could be forgave, it is diminishing of my capabilities (not to mentioned it makes me doubt about my knowledge); the fact that i have sat here in front of my computer for an hour an a half to see that movie and know it leaves me thinking "WHYYY OHHH WHYYY CAN'T I HAVE SOMETHING LIKE THAT!!!!",..... Iknow I know--> OMG!!, almost ten years thinking exactly the same question and of course no answer have ever been found... not because it does not exist, but because whatever it is thats has been presented to me as a possible reason why it has never happened to me (or anybody else from the real world for that mattered) has been shuttered down with a bow and an arrow, Bow and an Arrow called "Shut up u Pig, let me Dream!".... yeah.. which leads me to my true subject: Why do we let our lives pass us by waiting for that perfect love story to happened?? can anyone tell me?? please?? Why does everyone shuts the true down? is it really never going to happen?

And while I write this down, I have that tune attached to my head...

(8) you are the voice i hear inside my head

the reason that i'm singing

You are the missing peace I need

The song inside of me

This is real, this is me

I'm exactly were I'm suppose to be (8)

Never has a movie been so perfectly mold to my dreamed love story.

And i kinda wonder if the reason to me having that question and not accepting answers (Me being a 23 year old good experienced person) is: that everybody knows that it may never happen,alright, but we shut it down because we are entittle, we have the f*cking right, to hope that we are REALLY REALLY wrong about that.

(8) I gotta find you (8)

Big Fat Cow

I wouldn´t even mind being a Big Fat Cow!!

Stupidity Rulz !!!!

Don't you just love it !!!!??!!!
I could marry it!

Fly Free Zone

OMG!
I went to a fair today, all morning and afternoon...
A fair about slot machines and stuff like that.
That industry really moves a whole LOT of money!! my gosh!!!
There were ppl from all over the world gathered there; lots of slot machines, lots of food, lights music, people (lots of important ppl) but most of all there wherelots and lots of FLIES...
black, ugly, filthy, dirty FLIES all over the place ...
For an industry that moves such an enormous amount of money all over the world, it sure moves another whole lot of FLIES
Seemed like everyone there had arrived to this country with their own Fly's Army, 'cause trust me, they had orders to attack everybody on the fair.
Stupid lil filthy business ppl that did not prevent the "Fly Attack" !

Of course I still love that industry, and I love being a part of it... Cause any industry that mixes Hugo Boss Suit plus a gorgeous eye or lip piercing... is the perfect industry for me to develop in.

Attention Please: Drama Queen

My God how we love the attention! and my God the Drama Addiction!!
at least i do, i accept it, but the price sometimes is too high
Have you ever not like someone except only when that someone prefers you over someone else??, or maybe only when someone else wants that someone that wants you!??...
Complicated??
hahaa well imagine the confusion in my head, I'm the one who has to understand it plus live its consequences.
Us humans we really have issues! how come we only want something if someone else asks for it otherwise we just have it laying there and we pay no attention to it!
In the other hand, another problem: i get it when guys want girls that say "oh i don't go that easy", "i don't do O.N.S.*", i get it they take it as a challenge ... OK

But when a friend (girl) of theirs tells them that she CAN NOT handle O.N.S., or flings or so... well THEY SHOULDN'T look forward to have something like that with her!!!!!!
come on ... if i tell you i won't be able to handle something, if you actually care about me U WON'T GIVE IT TO ME !!!

It's not supposed to be that difficult, the decision of not having something with this friend i mean, complications come when the other person in the group wants that attention.
I hate it that i love the attention; and i hate it that I actually enjoy Drama and Complications!!!
WTF!!! f*cking me, lil miss drama queen...
I search for it, otherwise i create it!!!???!!??
I'll try not to, but i can't make any promises
'Cause I love the Drama and I've got to be faithful and loyal to those things that have never failed to be there when I've needed them such as drama and complications.
Thank God i have really good friends

*O.N.S. = One Night Stand

oh the underwear way

How easy it is for some ppl to change G/F or B/F!!! they just don't care about having a lil respect for the former one ... or at least self respect. They change their "so called long lasting" partner, like they'd change underwear.

Self respect cause if u broke up with ur EX b/f less than a month before you change him for another one then u r a lil bitchy! ... but if u actually change the first one for someone of his own environment then you r a f*cking selfish "i don't care about anyone else but me" Bi*ch.

A lil personal u think? yeah!
well i don't care i would like for her to read this and feel horrible but it won't happen.
I don´t hate her, I would like to spit at her though =D

the sad look on your face
the timing, the strucure
did you hear?
he fucked her

U whore

Bright -n- Shinny Colors

Don't you just hate songs...

How they are always right when they open your eyes and introduces u to "Oh so Cruel" REALITY! ... I kinda like them though somehow us human ... we just like to suffer a little, selfpunishement... or somehow our own way of sacrifice.. who knows!!??....

This has been the best in a long time....

Speaking (explaining): It's about ewhen thing goes wrong with somebody

but u meet them in ur dream and they r still alright

and the moment when u wake up and u go oh yeah they hate

this is call dreaming with a broken heart

when you are dreaming with a broken heart

the waking up is the hardest part

you roll outta bed and down on your knees

and for a moment you can't hardly breath

wondering was she really here

is she standing in my room

no she is not, cause shes gone gone gone gone gone

when you are dreaming with a broken heart
the giving up is the hardest part

she takes you in with her crying eyes

and all at once you've to say good bye

wondering could you stay my love

would you wake up by my side

no she can't cause she is gone gone gone gone gone

Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hands?

Would you get them if i did?

No you won't, 'cause you're gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....

Those lyrics inflicted on me so much pain for a while, but helped me get over some shit some relationshit.

But I love how accurate those lyrics are to reality, i hate dreaming with a broken heart, but i hate the most the waking up after dreaming all broken hearted... just like the song.

Sometimes all you want is to have something real and healthy, but most of times you just create that idea on your head, and you settle with whatever it is that u receive (which almost never will be something good, or real, or will have anything to do with whatever it is that you managed to convinced yourself it is). When the ball falls in our side of the field we never kick it directly to the goal, we prefer to grab it and wait to see what happens.

When the decision is in our hands, we tend to take the wrong one, cause painful, risky and drama have much more brighter and shinny colors, than safety will ever get.

And we love our Bright and Shinny Colors don't we?

Seriously!

whats wrong with him! ...
he confuses me but i kinda know he is playing... but i think, i choose to think that he wants something serious.

But seriously I'm much more clever than that
He's a dear friend of mine, i don't want to accept the fact that he wants to play a game, in which we r both going to lose some; i want to think better of him; but boys will be boys! and i like 'em like that.

Although it is always better to think that someone is choosing your guts, you reach a point in your life where you have already been there and the truth always has been, that is not that much of them choosing you seriously, but of you being seriously in the middle of their path.

You get to acknowledge when you are being used and when you are being chosen;
the painful path of a knowitall in relationSHits teach you how to do that... and thats why i just can't look the other way.

on the need of an english one

Why?? TWO REASONS:
1. I need to work on my English, in order not to forget everything about it
2. I need to express my self in a language that not everyone in my country understands

... uhmmm ok 3 reasons

3. I have three other blogs and i haven't been able to share them with everyone that i wanted... cause they r in spanish