31/5/09

BurNing Stones : Sometimes u get what u need

Sometimes i just dont know what to do with myself, with this love-subject that hunts me down.. and it hunts me down ... 'till it fuck*ng brings me down.
I really feel like i have no idea of how to take things from point a to point b without turning in the wrong alley! come on!!...

Am i like running on air? am i so wrooongg that i actually think i'm right? are we both wrong? are u deaf ? blind? don't u know ur abc's???

Apparently i have this friend label ... thats glued with magic glue .. and it won't come out not now, not ever ...

I am programmed to be possitive, optimistic even ...... but u can ONLY PUSH SOMEONE SO FAR!!!

I don't wanna go any further cuz it'll hurt and i'm almost done with my healing ...

I can't help but wonder if maybe and just MAYBE it's worth throwing the whole healing process out the window.

And if it is and i don't do it ?